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Sunday, April 13, 2008
12:09PM
fucking eve and that damn apple
Current mood:  aggravated
Saturday, February 2, 2008
i don't deserve what i have, because i'm a mean little minx. wouldn't life be easier if we all lived back in the 1700's? i wouldn't be procrastinating my chem lab, because women don't go to college. the other issues would be a non-issue as i would be married and a mother to 5 bouncing lads and lasses. losing weight=no problem just pull the corset a little tighter. it's also unsightly for women to drink, so there goes that problem... I miss my smooshie pie...
Current mood:  pensive Current music: red hot chili peppers
Sunday, August 26, 2007
yup
Current music: angry chick rock
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
3:53PM
ahh. hillel reunion is tonight, and i'm really excited for it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay! yayayayayayayayayaya!
Current music: john mayer
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
CHEMISTRY IS OVER!!!!! no more mole fractions, no more standard equilibria, no more redox equations! its done, finis, kaput, over! my world just became a little brighter
3 ap's down...1 to go
Monday, May 8, 2006
ap tests.....
okay. that would be a blah entry, so i shall detail bbg. i talked to alicia today, and she told me to basically, follow my bliss. so i shall. i'll call danielle tommorrow. hmmm...end of a 2 year era i guess. actually, i'll wait for thursday, after ap's. ~moi
Sunday, April 30, 2006
was amazing. i had a really good time. just dancing crazy, and seing everyone, and gettign lost in the most awkward limo ever to roll on this side of the earth, and playing kiddie games... i had a reallly fun night, and everything looked GORGEOUS
how about y'all?
also, i'm flipping over ap lang exam tommorrow. help!
Current mood:  nervous Current music: xc cd from 2 years ago
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
9:29PM
i change what i wrote, for mich. in apush, you need a 4 or a 5, same for lang. for gov't, you just need a 3 or above! and for chem, a 4 or 5 is preffered, but if you get a 3, you can still take a test and recieve credit!!! woo hoo! life get's better. if can can pull some decent essay's out of my butt, i should be ok.
Current mood:  relieved Current music: gideon <--the life of bob fossey aka kyle C
YAY!!!!!!!!! i'ma goin to states!!!! woot-woot that beign said... i came so close to not going, i am frightened out of my skull. i got all 4's in the final round! and i thought that i did a good job, yes, i stumbled on some words, and mis-spoke a sentence so that it didn't make any sense, but ahhh. i'm so excited and so scared at the same time. I know how much work i have to do in the next 9 days, but i am so overwhelmed right now with 4 AP's , keeping up in the other classes, stupid PROM, life is just a blur right now, i wish i could take a vacation. But i'm so pumped!!! pretty much, i'm pushing too many buttons, but i think i can handle for now, AP's, aka, major cause of stress Lang: i think i can do pretty well, and there's really no way to study, i've been doing it all year, i'll just read my book, and focus on good adjectives and tone words APUSH: oy vey, i've been studying this for soooo long, it would suck so much to not do well. i know that i should've been studying more over these last couple weeks, but i just can't seem to concentrate! Gov't: hmmm...we have exactly 2 weeks to the test and we're on chapter 9. i don't know what diviz is planning on doing? but it's crazy how much alone studying i need to do. CHEM: umm, i just plain suck at chem. i don't understand it, i don't know why i signed up for the test! i'll just try my hardest and see what hapens, but i've kinda given up studyig because you need a 4 or a five to get real credit at UOM, so i dunno. i might do it, like cram tuesday night and do amazing, but i feel like time would be better spent doing apush or gov.
track: i don't want to say i don't care, but running is not a priority right now. we were talking today about skipping track for forensics, and basically, although i love the team, and i love running and being in shape. getting into collegge, and going to stasates, and not having a nervouse breakdown is so much more important. emphasis on the nervous breakdown.
JD: he's the best. i call him at like 10 so that i can cry about my sister, and he just listens, then tells me it'll be OK. he's honestly what is holding me together right now, and i don't know what i'm going to do with out him.
that is my life in a nutshell. with undying love for states, JL, sane people, forgiving a judge even though you hate them, breathing (in & out) and realizing that in the great scheme of things, it really doesn't matter (except that it does) ~chom chom (isn't it great, someone called me it today and it made me laugh)
Monday, April 17, 2006
spring break, woo hoo!!! this is the life!!! sitting at home, not a care or worry, just studying chem, gov, lang and apush. wel, except for the last part. but it's baller anyways baller like a ball

so that's life. 73 days till campers 4 days till john 12 days till prom
Current mood:  happy Current music: hips don't lie, shakira
Friday, April 7, 2006
this weekend is crazy!!!! worse than the week!!! saturday. act, apush, lifegaurding, secret date which is a secret sunday. lifegaurding from 9, bbg function, ice cream, lots of homework
monday. school, track, forenscics, lifegaurding tuesday. NHS, school, track, forensics, lifegaurding
i need a chance to breathe!!!! wul ~m
Current mood:  scared Current music: whered all the goood people go, jack johnson
Thursday, March 30, 2006
7:51PM
track rox my socks off!!! 4 x 4 kicked some ASSS!!!!!!!!! i love life! isn't amazing how in one hour things can change so much??
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
8:32PM
sorry bout that rant!
8:21PM - ?
there is no combination of words that i could put together to explain how much a truly hate my sister. for example, through the ages: when i was 7, i wrote in my diary that "i relly relly hate eRica, and that she's not allowed to touch me unitl i turn 12 and a half." when i was 11, i remeber her hitting me, and i wrote, "why is she so mean? i wish she would go away" when i was 14 there was the whole deal, and that'll haunt me for the rest of my life. and now, 15 minutes ago, she wouldn't help me look for the book that she borowed from me so that i could write my research paper! it's not that she does anything horrible anymore (she's supposedly on her meds) it's just the little infuriating things that happen and you ignore, until one day you blow up, and explode, and can't take it anymore! she makes me so anxious whenever she's around,a nd she just says little snide comments all the time to make me feel bad about myself. lik once, we were sitting and talking, ( iknow, beasts talk?) and she colsed her eyes for like 2 minutes, and when she opened them i asked what she was doing, and she said "i was doing your makeup in my head. i just couldn't look at you anymore," and afterwards, when i told her that it upset me, she sai, " oh no, i meant you have such a lovely face, like a blank pallette." BLANK PALLETTE MY ASS! that was possibly the rudest thing ever said to me, and she knew it. for some crazy reson, she thinks i'm PERFECT, and does anything she can to make me feel bad. *tear, tear* back to Merrill markoe i guess...
Current mood:  aggravated Current music: something angry
Sunday, March 26, 2006
today was incredible. so i shall recount it, for all to know! but, we must keep in mind, that firstly, it is 2 in the morning, and the only reason that i am not asleep was all that coffee at the art auction. and secondly, i cannot spell, even for beens.
to the tune of that song in the begining of legally blonde "woke up, a little after 5, hit the snooze to stay alive, no one sane is awake at that time of day. people say, they tell me to straighten my hair, they tell me to find white shirts for later, whell i ammmmmm. On this perfect day...nothing standing in my way, on this perfect day, nothing could go wrong.....
now i'm bored with that. anyways, the tournament was amazing, first place. I am so proud of myself and the whole team and well really, flashback FORDFEST: 13 contesstants, semi's, dan was sent home. on the postings, his name was crossed off and ine written in the margins, clearly indicating that his *fake* speech was etter then mine. FLASh FORWARD: umm utica???? need i say more???? sweet blisssss. thennnnnn... the art auction. which was pointless, in every sinlge way (yes words can't bring me down, i am beautiful, no atter what they say...) because all the money we made we used at spagos afterwards, but it was a fun event, and every little bit hepls right? right? anyways.... It was just one of thos ethings that you laugh about, because that's what you do.
thennnn.. well, that was really the end of the day, i watched about 15 minutwes of SNL rerun, then tried to fall asleep for an hour and a half, and then gave up, and am now just typing, because I CAN! note to self: do not drink two cups of coffee within 3 hours of trying to fall asleep.
tommorow: run @ 8. YAd ezra @ 10-12. Friendship circle @ 12:45-3:30. procrastinatiing homework @4:00-5:13. freaking out about homework @ 5:14-1am.
fun huh? enough individual hours for ya??? wul for praying before rouds, staying up all day staying up all night, random brain after 1:30, my absolute lover, FRIDAY, george browne, and hopefully, SLEEP!
Current mood:  crazy Current music: random madison medley
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
yeha. it's been a while, which doesn't matter because no one reads this! if you want to know what's happened in the past year (ish) leave me a comment.
Sunday, December 18, 2005
i'm really amazing. +and a horrible person. but still amazing, and now that ive proved that to myself, i think im happier. maybe. anyways. to all, a merry apush, and to the rest, youre so damm lucky!!!
Tuesday, November 1, 2005
ints november 1st. i just realized that in 5 days, it will be 10 months. woah. craziness
Current mood:  creative
Sunday, October 30, 2005
9:41PM
my boy got a girlfriend! its wierd, but im really happy for him. + it takes the pressure off letting him down at IC. so yay!!!
Friday, October 28, 2005
4:52PM
teenage angst sucks my balls. its the craiest thing too, because its such a worry, and it makes me eat sooooo much. thats all. respond if you agree with me.
Current mood:  creative Current music: my birthday cd
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